| Sometimes i don't know how to control my emotions its like i know what i want to say but i don't know how they will react to what i say and thats the problem i worry about what people think too much it makes me upset to see somebody i like with another person but what can i do about that...nothing... and so my anger builds up and just builds up and gets me upset i think that not talking to that person would be the best thing right...right....because he doesn't care neways or he acts like he dun care and that makes me mad.... |
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| what is really good i am so mad right now ti is not even funnE i mean really i am so mad right now but i am hoping and hoping and praying and praying that i will be able to go to da Penn state and go to school ou there because i am so sick adn tired of Nebraska Aka the Wack State....lol just wanted ta holla and elt errbody know i aint forgot about the page and i am still here...lol
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| Wow I haven't been on here for a minute I have been mostly traveling alot and doing many things with my choir who might i add is the best choir ever we have one all types of awards and been doing mnay things that refelect that. BUt mostly what i have been trying to do was get my grades up before the edn of the year and then keep up with my job and other things like that. Me and darryl are still dating but we have definatley been going thru some damn tough time it was the most horrible thing ever i mean things were so bad that I almost lost it. But i kept my cool and talked to him about it and just to see what was going on but then i was looking on bp this website and...well actually my bio Beau was looking at it and was looking at all of these females pages from colorado and we found this one female who had my mans name on it and then his message to her was "it sounds like u are fyne as hell" and then he told her to holla....HOLLA!? what tthe heck if he is so madly in love like he says he is then why whould he need some other female to be hollerin at his faulty ass?....there is no reason he's just trynna be a playa but it aint wokin' excuse my language but it just makes me mad that he would lie to his so called "bestfriend" i mean really how mnay females are going thru this right now because it seems like alot men need to wake up and smell the whatever there is out there to smell because it's not working out between us. |
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| hey everybody, whats really good? I haven't said something in a really long time and so i decidede that it was time to let you guys know that i was alive but yea i am totally dead because of these damn sicknessses going around and so i am just trying to recover but yea i hope verybody else that is out there gets better and comes back to skewl or if you are sick then dont come to skewl so that we won't have to have class...that was just for anybody that is in my class or in my skewl well newasy i need to get up out of here bye!!! |
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BUT ITS REALLY SAD THAT I CAN'T SEE MY FAMILY AS MUCH AS I USED TOO 
YA KNOW? BUT NEWAYS I DON'T EXACTLY REMEMBER WHAT I WAS MAD ABOUT IN THE OTHER MESSAGE
BUT I DON'T SEEM TO BE THAT MAD ANYMORE AND I AM VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT
I AM ALSO HAPPY THAT I STAYED IN CONTACT WITH MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD DARRYL 
WE BROKE UP AND WHATEVA BUT WE STAYED REALLY GOOD FRIENDS I LOVE HIM TO DEATH
AND EVEN IF WE DIDN'T TALK I WOULD STILL CONSIDER HIM MY BEST FRIEND CAUSE IT WOULDNT BE A GOOD IDEA FOR ME TO GET ON HIS BAD SIDE HE HAS TOO MUCH ON ME BUT YEA MOST OF EVERYBODY KNOWS ME AND MY PIMPIN STATUS
LOL BUT IM NOT EVEN ON THAT KIND OF STUFF NEMORE I JUST WANT A MAN THAT I CAN HOLD ONTO FOR RIGHT NOW 
LOL I KNOW THAT SOUNDS REAL BAD RIGHT BUT ITS NOT EVEN LIKE THAT I PROMISE WELL I HAVE TO GO SO I WILL HOLLA AT YA'LL ON ANOTHER DATE. OKAY SEE YA.
